House Arrest.
Conversation with a past love.
I spent a lot of time
Watching my man chop it up on the bed
I sat next to him while he had one ear on the phone
Leanin in with his right elbow up
Propping the coke up on a plate on the comforter
Air seepin in through the plastic
Covers on the windows
Little trap house in the hood in Gary
Blue lights come thru like flames
I sat and felt a little twitch maybe,
And watch him get up alert
Calm,
Same time
Same frame
Gently, swiftly shut the shades.
I never had the kids home when he was Bagging the shìt up
Because boundaries are very important, he used to say.
Last winter I snagged a new job
At a private practice on the south side
Creepin a little closer to the come up
Creepin a little further out south
Toward where he stay
Where we used to lay.